Direction-less Blogging

I'm feeling direction-less today. I just seem to be stumbling along accidently finding things to do that take up hours of my time. Pretty meaningless stuff as well now I think about it. Just tweaking the layout and adding new icons to my writing journal. I'll probably go back and play with it some more in a bit. Sometimes HTML just talks to you, doesn't it? And it positively demands you to pay attention to what it has to say.

I was woken early this morning by a bad dream. I jumped across the bed calling Ray. I'd had another bad dream. They're usually dreams about him cheating on me and me finding out in the most awful way possible. This one was slightly different where I knew he was probably cheating on me, although technically he wasn't because we'd apparently split up. The most upsetting part of it all was that his entire family were trying - successfully - to keep us apart. Although the dream was about Ray he didn't actually feature in it at all. I'm not sure if everyone dreams as vividly as I do. Does everyone get reduced to tears by bad dreams? I wonder if I have emotionally-vivid dreams whereas everyone else has visually-vivid dreams. Whatever it is, and whatever the reason for the bad dreams (doesn't take a genius to work out I'm having a pyschotic Ys-style reaction to the adjustment of living with Ray), I just want it all to stop. If I'm not flailing around hitting Ray in the face all night, I'm waking myself up moaning, or else dreaming these horrid dreams. Maybe there's a ghost here and it harasses me all night... or maybe I'm just insane because of my lack of real sleep for about two weeks now.

At least it's Friday today, which means Torchwood (did they shift the day it was aired cos the viewing figures are so high for this season? *cough* some of us liked it from the first series *cough*), and mmm-mmm burger-in-bun night. Friday night is officially the best part of the weekend for me.

This was a bit of a direction-less post as well, wasn't it? Never mind. Have a good weekend! Think of poor me who'll have to eat Dominoes Pizzas tomorrow night because tomorrow is our Take Out Saturday Day... ;)

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